This is it. I'm done. I cannot and will not lug around this extra 50 lbs any more!!! I just stated out loud for people to hear that I am going to lose at least 30 pounds by my 36th birthday. So, I now have 113 days to make this a reality.
I know, I've said this before but this time I'm mad. I am determined. I am not afraid anymore. I want to know what it's like to actually feel good about my weight. Sure, I joke about my weight like when I say things like, "I need to keep up with my womanly figure" or "Being Rubenesque is in". But I am not happy about it. And, dammit, it's time to be happy!
